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It's true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don't mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine.
-lays his head on her shoulder
Hey Rels. Not gloomy just fucking exhausted. I haven’t been sleeping well for like a week. I’m tired as hell but I just lay in bed but I can’t fall asleep.
Oh… by the way… I’ve got a boyfriend.
-rubs his back lightly-
I wonder why…You’ve probably just got something on your mind. Wanna talk about it?
Ooh, fancy. I knew it would happen. So, could Max be “the one”?
-sits staring out a window notebook in his hand, forehead pressed to the glass-
Hey there, failure. You’re looking noticeably gloomy. -takes a seat next to him-
Alright then I’ll let Mum and Da’ know to start looking around the property for a good spot.
Don’t you think you ought to tell them?Well you two will have to get together some time and talk. I think you and her will get along pretty well.
I would, and I really do want to, but they wouldn’t exact be pleased. If I know my mum, she’d to everything to make sure nothing happens and to scare you off. I think I’ve talked to her a few times before. I’ll make sure to keep an eye out for her, though.
It’s not so bad… between you, Derrick, Atticus and Nick I’ve got my own little rag tag family here.
…Am I seriously the only girl-friend you have? How do you manage with all that testosterone?
I think you’re leaving out lovely Prince Max.
There you are! You’ve been notably absent from my life my dear… it’s been tragic. I had to make other friends.
Other friends?! What?! Gavin, I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I’m here now, it’s okay. Shhh. It’s gonna be alright.
Everyone’s preparing for Quidditch and since I couldn’t give a shit about that ruddy sport I’m bored as hell.
Anyone doing anything fun?
Unless you count staring at a wall in the library for an hour, no.
Do you want it at my parent’s house, your parent’s house? You’ll be friends with Liz by the time it rolls around and I think I just might as Sammy to be my best man. She’s been my best friend for a while. If it’s ok with you.
…Yours because I love it there and my parents don’t exactly know about us. My aunt does, but she’s agreed to keep it a secret. Sammy’s really sweet. Of course I don’t mind. You can have whoever you want there.
